A Lesson Learned Again….

Well, guys, it’s been seven days since I’ve been eating healthier and working out regularly again and up until today everything has been going pretty great! ¬†I’m sort of following the 21 Day Fix program – basically using the containers as guidelines for proper portions and to limit certain things like my carb intake and increase certain things like fruits and veggies. ¬†I’ve also been doing the 21 Day Fix workouts which, until today, have been totally awesome! ¬†I love¬†that the workouts are only thirty minutes and that I can do them in my own basement.

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But today, I learned a lesson. ¬†I’d been having a so-so day nutrition-wise to begin with because we’d stay at my parents’ place overnight and there are alot¬†of temptations there. ¬†I’d made the best of the situation but had already over-eatenmy carb intake (and it had been white bread to boot!). Plus, I’d drank quite a bit of coffee with french-vanilla flavoured cream which has a pretty high sugar content (it is so damn delicious that I’m just not ready to give it up yet!) Anyway, after getting back into town, due to some unforeseen circumstances, my family and I ended up grabbing dinner on the go tonight. ¬†(I had planned to have roast chicken and salad for dinner but like I said, unforeseen circumstances…). We went to a little diner that is attached to the arena where my son was playing hockey. ¬†Guys, this place has the best¬†poutine I’ve ever eaten in my life. ¬†So I convinced myself that since I’d done so well nutritionally for seven days that I deserved¬†to splurge, so I went ahead and ordered a small poutine and ate almost all of it.

So where’s the lesson? ¬†Again, you’d think I would have learned this one by now but I guess I’m still learning. ¬†I think each time it happens it becomes more and more obvious to me: crappy food really does make me feel crappy!¬† Within an hour after eating that poutine, my stomach began rumbling and I started having cramps similar to what I get with my ulcerative colitis. ¬†I was uncomfortable for the entire hockey game and the whole ride home. ¬†In an effort to make myself feel better physically when we got home, I decided to do the 21 Day Fix Pilates work. Guys, I hate¬†Pilates. ¬†I’ve taken classes before and just hate it. ¬†I find the moves so difficult and feel clumsy and uncoordinated when I do it. ¬†But I was in my basement, and it was the next workout on the 21 Day Fix DVD that I’v been following, so I decided to give it a try. ¬†Well, even though I was alone, I felt like a total fool trying to do this workout! ¬† Next thing I knew, tears were streaming down my cheeks. ¬†I was crying! ¬†Now, I am proud to say that I did finish the workout, but I hated every minute of it! ¬†I felt overweight, weak, and uncoordinated. ¬†I was angry and disappointed with myself. Even¬†when it was done, I still felt like total crap. ¬†I was suddenly cranky, moody, and feeling down on myself.

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So there’s another¬†thing I learned tonight. ¬†Not only does unhealthy food make me feel terrible physically but it really does make me feel terrible emotionally too! ¬†Between all the sugar I had consumed today (which had already been making my head feel fuzzy) and the poutine, I suddenly felt so down-in-the-dumps, frustrated and sad. Crazy!

The part that frustrated me most about all of this, though, is that I feel like I should have known better. ¬†Even though I just got back to eating healthier a week ago, within days I’d been feeling the positive effects! ¬†Not only had my mood improved, but more importantly, almost all¬†of my UC symptoms had disappeared. ¬†It had improved so quickly, in fact, that when my prescription ran out a couple of days ago, I decided to go without it for now since I’d been doing so well. ¬†But after just one¬†day of eating badly, the symptoms were back! ¬†There is no way this is just a coincidence!

Anyway, as frustrating and disappointing as it all is, tomorrow is a new day!  I am grateful that I learned this lesson today (even if it was a tough one to learn) and I only hope that I will remember how terrible I felt today, next time I am craving junk food!

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Wish me luck!

 

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One thought on “A Lesson Learned Again….

  1. I’ve felt just the same. It is incredible how once we get the rubbish out of our bodies and then let it back in, our bodies say, “I don’t like this stuff, get it out!!!” I totally get what you mean about it making you emotional etc. The fact you have this realisation will help next time you are tempted. I hope you feel better soon.

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